Here I am, in a condition where most persons should be happy, but here I am allowing my fears to take surface and control me.
My fears of death and seeing my life pass in front of me without realizing anything major.
My fear of not being an independent active member of this society (not making enough money).
I am close to my 30s and pregnant. I wanted to get pregnant nobody forced me, but now I am so scared of becoming only a mother. I always had high ambitions of doing something nice to this world.
I am almost 30 and I am broke, I have no money, but accumulated debt.