It is around 11:15 am, I am watching television while feeling very hungry even after eating a bowl of cereal a sandwich of thyme and sesame and a piece of cake….. still hungry.
I could eat another big piece of cake and feel guilty again since I am gaining weight.
The question is:
- When will I find a job and set my feet in a real career?
- Is it because I took bad decisions that I am here?
- Will I ever be successful?
- Will being successful make me happy?
- Staying at home will make me happy?
- Is being anxious a good thing?
- Will it make things happen?
Watching as well a movie, The incredible Burt Wonderstone….I need to prepare for my class this afternoon. Basic things but sometimes I don’t really know what is the answer. I forgot everything that I have learned.
Am I a failure? Well no conclusions can be taken now.