Hi, since I opened this blog, I was a bit negative in my previous posts, like some kind of chaotic lost energy. I had some problems with the person I am currently sharing my life with. Jealousy problems, it is true that he does not have the most conventional traditional work in the world but also I don’t want it to affect me.
I am a very highly sensitive person, and through the past years because of my insecurities my uncertainties in life ( I already changed 2 jobs in 2 years, I am in a third one that I don’t really adore) I feel that I am drained with no hopes and no energy, left with negative thoughts and bad energy.
Anyway getting back to my initial subject, so I had a big fight with him and I wanted to break up, and accusing him of him being the cause.
Then when my body calmed down I realized that I have many issues….
Adding to that, i am completely lost….
So all of this was a wake up call to me. So starting this day this time this moment, things will change. What the most important thing to me now is to work on my physical appearance and lose weight get toned and more healthy more confident. At the same time I will give my best in my current work, but I will also start taking courses and develop some skills to find the job that I wish to have.
My posts from now on will describe my journey towards happiness.